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typical lifeit's just myself living like this prefect's campwell... i have to start practising writting a report soon.... oh well... life's like that....
life will never be the way i want it to be....
anyways here is the STORY....
we went the day before yesterday that is saturday =)... gotta admit at first i have no mood to go at all because of the mppt that is just around the corner....
its like.... oh no im wasting my weekends just for the stupid camp....
went there.... without any sleep.... thats how sad it was....
in the bus we TRIED to play mahjong....
card mahjong... never see before???? its really hard to find but its cute.... hahaz... Jason called me to bring so i brought....
anyways.... it failed becuz it was really bumpy....
so i took out my mini cards....
really really mini.... but its nice and awesome....
but they rather play using the normal size cards becuz.....
their hands is just too big... hahaz.....
reach there.... aww my lovely cousin, Justin carried my bag.... hahaz... remember i didn't bully him.... i ask and he just did it....
well GUYS BE LIKE HIM AND I BET WITH U....
u'll definately find a girlfriend easily.... just too bad my cousin doesn't like anyone...
I THINK!!!
hmm............. i was hungry when i reach there =)
and it was only like 9 plus... this is what happens when u're hyper and didn't eat breakfast =)
err... to cut to the chase.... we played mahjong for a while.... then
it came to the activities.... well.... im not those ppl who is scared of heights...
so yeah one thing is already taken care of....
others hahahahaz.....
flying fox was the best among all.....
dunno to laugh or not to.... hui wen got stuck half way.... it was pretty funny....
at night we gotta prepare a presentation....
our group did a play.....
talk like crap ended up only planning for like 10 minutes.... gotta admit we screw up a bit cuz we were the first group....
thx to my brilliant idea... Justin Chan, J. Loh and Weng Hoe... became the prostitute....
really hot hot one....
hahaz i love when they just wear towels as their MINI skirt....
moving on.....
we ended our session bout 1 plus close to 2....
then its maggi time =) =) =)
hahaz.....
lepak around.... walk walk... talk talk....
gossip gossip.... till happy happy....
i know who Hillary likes now.... hahaz... but im not telling..... (dun worry)
no one ask u guys to gossip so loud....
Jason, Nicole, Anthea, Ee Keen, Justin Chan, Rui Sheng and i....
hahaz the other group... kalkena, adeline, aaron and weng hoe....
we all didnt sleep....
hahaz.... Weng Hoe slept first.....
Sheng brought out the blankets and pillows from the room....
wait u know where were we???
on the stairs.... u're probably thinking we slept on normal stairs...
not really actually.... its a little rocky and stuff... but its cold and nice....
we slept at bout 4.... the bout 5 we all ran into the room... hahaz... freezing cold...
in the room was pretty warm... so it was really nice....
the sad part is we gotta wake up at 7.15.... its like OMG....
woke up all of us like zoombies.... =)
jungle trakking again
sort of.... well i dun really know how to explain...
anyways..... its time to go back.... sad right....
hmm.... in the bus was really tired...
so i tried to sleep but i failed to...
hahaz.... justin became the victim.... SOWEEEEEE.....
he's the best man i tell u....
i 'slept' on his shoulder when the bus broke down.....
the bus actually DIED!!!!
over heated.... that made me cant go to church.... =(
argh..... Hillary thought.... i was.... ahem with him.... then i laughed... its just so funny..... cousins... together...
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
in the bus.... disturb Sher Rin (kp).....
hahaz... match making company....
i found her a new target.... but Hui Wen said my company will die in one month....
ill never make that happen... trust me.... before we went down...
we found Wen Jo a new target to....
surprisingly.... she took it really seriously....
Awwww.... thats the end...
potong steam right
all the why's in life~I'll be waiting for you...~
Sometimes tears just fall without a reason,
Thinking about the days that went by,
It seems like it was just yesterday,
Yet it has been a year the things that actually happen.
Why can't we jusy start all over agian?
Many things happen to both of us over the years,
Here i am sitting while thinking about the sweet memories,
I've been wanting to forget but somehow I just can't.
Some feelings can't fade away that easily,
I haven't experience this ever before in my life,
I've been thinking a lot,
Why you? Why not someone else in my past?
You can't blame me for thinking about you a lot,
Cause u're just so good to me,
When we were together,
I didn't talk to you much.
But when you were a thousand miles away,
I'll be missing you a lot,
All that is in my mind,
Are those happy moments we had.
Why did you just let me go?
Without even telling me why?
Why did it just slip away?
Why does this happen to me?
Why...
What actually happened,
We were happy together,
Suddenly a major break down happen,
And all we did was stare at each other.
Relationship often ends in sadness,
Mainly because of fights,
But we did not even fight,
And it just ended with a snap.
You gave me hope a thousand of times,
You comfort me everytime I had any problems,
You always put a smile on my face,
Why was i so stupid as not to tell you the truth that I really appreciate what you did a lot.
Now that everything is too late,
All my heart tells me is,
Wait for him, give him time,
And hopefully one day he'll be back.
The memories doesn't fade eventhough I really want it to,
Instead it keeps getting worse and worse everytime,
The more I keep my feelings in me,
The more my tears can't hold back.
Crying can't solve a thing,
But what can?
Now that I'm all shattered in pieces,
Trying to glue me back doesn't work anymore.
"We love but once, for once only are we perfectly equipped for loving."
life's back to normalsoftbal tournament hae finished.... and we're considered very lucky to get 1st runner's up actually..
i didn't even think we could enter finals.... why???
cause im in the team =P
i can't play well and im in it??? that's creepy though....
anyways....
sooooo sad
MR CHIA is not going to be around anymore!!!!
NOOOOOO i want him.... he's just so nice to gossip with...
non stop talking only.... why can't other teacher leave DJ???
by the way... his wife just delivered a baby girl couple of days ago....
OOoooOOO right!!!
exams are coming again.... bout 3 weeks plus only....
i'm not even prepared at all..... i don't think i will be....
no mood to study cause of lots and lots of reason....
so if i don't fail this coming term....
its a super miracle..... im serious....
i know lots of people will be saying yeah right and stuff....
but this time.... its seriously real.........
i just don't feel like studying anymore......
~sometimes i rather be alone.... then being with someone~
SOFTBALLTO TELL U THE TRUTH..........
i dun like that game... it looks interesting but its not...
still prefer badminton.... well, today was suppose to be the election....
but i dun see Mr. Chia there....
*sigh* i dun even know the people there.....
i dun even know a single thing....
i mean.... what's a training for???
well maybe i just dun click that well with you cheerleaders......
u knew who i were last time before this....
now u dun even say hi or talk to me......
luckily nicole was there today.... if not i dun even know what to do anymore.....
i hate life.....
and i, starting to hate school a lot.....
i dun get a single thing.....
got training during holidays also never inform us......
then go for nuts only......
no attendance taken... i mean????
HELLO!!!
sorry ppl im really pist right now
sorry mom.... i dun think im like u... national player for softball....
i mean how can u stand it!!!!
after this............argh........................
i lost almost practically every single subject to my cousin.....
i hate being it the same class... because he becomes extra kiasu and wanna beat me...
dunno since when he became so freaking smart....
im so going to beat him next term.... watch out jus....
anyways.... reults are back... except EST....
hate hate hate that subject.... not really interesting and after the SPM results this year....
i dun think i like it anymore.....
the only subject i win justin is MORAL...
i mean what a subject to win him in.... of all things that???
i mean....
hello there are 10 subjects... dun i sound so kiasu??? wait till u see justin and u sooo wanna change your mind.....
im just to bored..... so im here to brag about my marks all the way....
sob sob sob sob sob
when i get high... he gets higher....
when im moderate.... his high....
when his lousy im worse...
i mean............ *totally speechless*
cross fingers....
hope i can get top 10...............
once we accept our limits, we go beyond them
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